I can see why I just plain ordinary run away from life in fear of being hurt! I’m afraid to engage lest that should make it worse! I was sent away to boarding school as a boy for being too much trouble and my every decision since, has been shaped by that. There are other defining moments in my life like the time I stood up to ‘those bullies’ in school’. I would prefer that they might have been the primary movers in my life, but it appears that although they wield great influence, they are definitely not the king!
I hate to hear parents scream at their kids or anyone scream at anyone for that matter! It reminds me of my pain. Why do we do it? Exactly! Why do I run? I’ve always hated the screamers or the screaming to be more precise, but I never really knew why. I couldn’t bear to look but I didn’t know that either! Ah, the webs we weave!
Forgive them all! Forgive yourself! We are all in our pain and we are all, by the same two-sided token, in our pleasure! We live in a wonderfully dreamed, world of duality!